Now one thing I can do is put my own spin on something. The more I grow older or should I say wise, I have found that when it rains it rains and today it was beautiful so I was thinking of May flowers not showers. April came and went so fast I didn’t even find the golden egg but did find myself in a tizzy and get out moment when I zoned in and realized I wasn’t in the flow with the room or people or thought. I just had a moment when I realized nothing made sense to me then